You've Touched My Heart

You've Touched My Heart
You've given me a reason
For smiling once again,
You've filled my life with peaceful dreams
and you've become my closest friend.

You've shared your heartfelt secrets
And your trust you've given me,
You showed me how to feel again
To laugh, and love, and see.

If life should end tomorrow
And from this world I should part,
I shall be forever young
For you have touched my heart

Sad Eyes

Sad eyes I want to kiss you until you smile

from ear to ear.

Thus I hear your cry from miles away, I

stretch out my arms to embrace you for hours,

so your emptiness can be filled.

Will you give in to me again or

follow another girl who will use you?

I never wanted this for you.

I want to fix the bruses on your heart, but I

won't force the love you failed to have for me.

Sweety, I am sorry we have not worked out, the

way you wanted use to. I guess we are both unwanted,

but I want you back

- October 2011

What I Will Miss.

I will miss the time you fell asleep on my lap,
how you looked so adorable when you did that.
I will miss rubbing your forehead
 in the middle of the night.

I will miss how you let me stay the nights,
waking up to your morning kiss. how you flutter your
eyes to see me.

I will miss the way you smile at me
when I lean on your shoulder, I will miss the sound
of your heartbeat.

I will miss how we spent time on holidays,
your birthday, how we played in the sprinklers, and
Halloween when you did my make up. Thanksgiving- how I met your family,
I will miss Christmas when we was downtown- how you looked so cute in your long
coat.

I will miss the moment when you held me at the park- how you
took my head at the cat walk. I will miss the vacations we've took.
I will miss that grin you have always had on your face. The times-when
you wasn't sad.

I will miss that moment at the lake, the day you realized leaving me
was a mistake. I will miss how you spent time with me on my birthday- most of all
I will miss that you being tall.

I will miss the time when we cooked shrimp fried rice- the moment when
you held me while we was cooking. I will miss the times you have blown me a kiss
goodbye. Hoping it wouldn't be the last time you do that.

Now I have come to realize we are apart- my love for you will never stop.
I will miss when you first told me you loved me.
Most of all I will miss just being where I want to be, in your arms.

I will miss the times we cuddled on the bus. I will miss when you told me about
your boys-how happy you was when you talk about them.
I will miss hanging out with you and your friends- I will miss the first moment
I saw you at the drive Thur.
I will miss how you stopped in the middle of shopping to kiss me-I will miss everything.
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Now it's all gone we managed to find a bump in the road, I have to understand that those happy days have gone away. We come to realize we're not the one. Maybe there is still hope if only we can go back to the beginning, but time doesn't go back and I have to understand, the man I adore-is no more.

So let this be a good memory of fulfilling lesson, I will never forget you, for I have you as a friend. I am ready to let everything go, but you my sweet still have a place in my heart. Thank you for loving me the best that you can- I am not sorry that things didn't work out between us but I am glad I have met you and that you have made me feel special.

I know we have been fighting but I understand that you needed me to be there for you. I have no excuses or anything to say to turn everything around, but if I could be there I would.

I guess the hardest thing when you love someone is, you don't love me back and I have to understand. Just remember if you need someone to talk too or be there for you have me to listen to your needs and i can show you i can be a good friend.

I will always appreciate the stuff you did for me- Thank you and take care.

Love Always
Mel.

Nocternous ( Night Terror)

( Before you read this is somewhat graphic, so if you are offended by fictional zombie poetry then please do not read. If you are interested then be my guest :)..This is just for fun so enjoy.!)

Cold chills pass through my pale body, my gaze has fixated into another world.

laying in the alley, i sit up and find two mutated monsters enclosing in on me.

I touch my head and feel warm blood running down the side of my head, panic

crowds my thoughts forgetting how i ended up this way.

Knowing that I am these two flesh eaters prey.

Fighting for m life, is my only hope--As the two open their mouths drooling,

I scoot away on the gravel, wincing in pain, my vision goes back to normal.

I scream into the night, praying to the moon and stars to help me escape this nightmare.

The two flesh eaters grin evilly, and pounced my wounded body.

One begins to eat my stomach, tearing into my flesh-I can hear my insides spill below me.

The second flesh monster pulls my head back--and eats my brain.

I hear their moans become savage like as they tear off my limbs and

garnish them between their hungry mouths.

Two seconds later-cold death captures me--relieving me of the toruting pain

For I have been unlucky because I have become the meal ticket.

A PRINCESSES PLEA

( THIS IS A POEM I WROTE A COUPLE OF YEARS AGO, IT FOLLOWS A TALE OF A PRINCESS WHO HAS EVERYTHING AND LEARNS SHE IS MISSING SOMETHING IN HER LIFE, SHE IS ALONE AND DEPRESSED. I INCLUDED MY OWN THEORY AT THE END OF THE POEM EXPLAINING HOW LOVE DOESN’T COST A THING- EVEN IF YOU’RE THE RICHEST PERSON IN THE WORLD THIS HAS BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION HOW I FELT AT THE TIME. I MUST HAVE BEEN LONELY BUT I WANT YOU TO SUBMIT FEEDBACK AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK-SORRY IF THERE’S SOME GRAMMATICAL ERRORS BUT I HAVE WROTE THIS COUPLE OF YEARS AGO-IF YOU WANT TO EDIT MY POEM JUST CONTACT ME AT MAROBBS88@GMAIL.COM THANK YOU AND I HOPE YOU ENJOY J)

The girl who has on a, sequin ravishing dress. -the rosy petals of her rosy petals of her lips.

How she smiles with teeth sparkling and white.

Her clear blue iris the define eye shadow she wears.

Her hair so fine-no frizz in place.

Her expensive diamond around the rare luscious neck. 

She talks so smooth and softly that angels come out of her mouth.

She’s got it all; the cars, her dreams, her fairy tale castle. She’s a princess without happiness.

Every linen in the castle is so perfect. She has it all. As she looks at her own reflection-

She sees a girl crying for she had no one to love her right. She wasn’t happy, she was miserable-

Locked up in her walls. She saw ugly-she felt pain.

Even make up couldn’t make her feel better.

The fame and attention didn’t matter to her.

She was alone and devastated- she paints her nails over and over-

She doesn’t eat-she sits in the room crying for hours.

Being in the dark was her way of escaping the pressures of life.

She dines with real silver spoons and forks. She has a great chef-

They share laughs and stories. She signs autographs and is happy

To make kids laugh.

Even though this princess has everything it still didn’t buy her happiness.

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Money can’t buy happiness that’s why I tell you guys/ girls love don’t cost a thing.

People wants to be loved right- a girl wants a man who can make her smile and when she’s upset

she wants you to kiss the tears away. When a girl is mad she wants space-but you have to be there

also.

There’s more than just sex-it's more a girl who is used is a reason why she would have trust issues.

I have a strong point and I was intimated and down. There is so much to learn I know there are

better things in this world. People need to make it good.