What I Will Miss.

I will miss the time you fell asleep on my lap,
how you looked so adorable when you did that.
I will miss rubbing your forehead
 in the middle of the night.

I will miss how you let me stay the nights,
waking up to your morning kiss. how you flutter your
eyes to see me.

I will miss the way you smile at me
when I lean on your shoulder, I will miss the sound
of your heartbeat.

I will miss how we spent time on holidays,
your birthday, how we played in the sprinklers, and
Halloween when you did my make up. Thanksgiving- how I met your family,
I will miss Christmas when we was downtown- how you looked so cute in your long
coat.

I will miss the moment when you held me at the park- how you
took my head at the cat walk. I will miss the vacations we've took.
I will miss that grin you have always had on your face. The times-when
you wasn't sad.

I will miss that moment at the lake, the day you realized leaving me
was a mistake. I will miss how you spent time with me on my birthday- most of all
I will miss that you being tall.

I will miss the time when we cooked shrimp fried rice- the moment when
you held me while we was cooking. I will miss the times you have blown me a kiss
goodbye. Hoping it wouldn't be the last time you do that.

Now I have come to realize we are apart- my love for you will never stop.
I will miss when you first told me you loved me.
Most of all I will miss just being where I want to be, in your arms.

I will miss the times we cuddled on the bus. I will miss when you told me about
your boys-how happy you was when you talk about them.
I will miss hanging out with you and your friends- I will miss the first moment
I saw you at the drive Thur.
I will miss how you stopped in the middle of shopping to kiss me-I will miss everything.
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Now it's all gone we managed to find a bump in the road, I have to understand that those happy days have gone away. We come to realize we're not the one. Maybe there is still hope if only we can go back to the beginning, but time doesn't go back and I have to understand, the man I adore-is no more.

So let this be a good memory of fulfilling lesson, I will never forget you, for I have you as a friend. I am ready to let everything go, but you my sweet still have a place in my heart. Thank you for loving me the best that you can- I am not sorry that things didn't work out between us but I am glad I have met you and that you have made me feel special.

I know we have been fighting but I understand that you needed me to be there for you. I have no excuses or anything to say to turn everything around, but if I could be there I would.

I guess the hardest thing when you love someone is, you don't love me back and I have to understand. Just remember if you need someone to talk too or be there for you have me to listen to your needs and i can show you i can be a good friend.

I will always appreciate the stuff you did for me- Thank you and take care.

Love Always
Mel.