My skies aren’t always blue

( One of my old poems I've made in 2008)

A heart doesn't beat,
if it's not love or cared for.

A soul doesn't stay strong if it
keeps getting beat down.

A brain doesn't function if it
keeps getting emotionally abused.

Life isn't meant to live if you
seek death as your only friend.

&& smiling doesn't mean I am
oh so happy when inside saddness is the only
thing that seeps throughout me.

My skies aren't always blue, neither
the grassis green. The sun doesn't
shine one me i don't feel it. I'm so numb
everything that I felt  has turned
into cold. The love, The harmony.

Just like my dad, so cold and cruel yet he is
my dark side. I hate you.

Nothing seems to matter;
just what i dream 2 do

Escape.