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Life ( 2006)

Waiting for
Life to guide me
when i should be ahead of
my life my
life that is so selfish
of life
guiding me
instead of
me controlling
life

knock knock

knock knock

knock knock
are you there ?
do you ever look after me?
preform one of your marculeous
miracles?
Will you ever come inside
and change my life around?

If your really that
powerful and good
then why haven't you
come inside and help
me carry on with my life?
Am I suppose to knock on your
door to get your attention
because
hello
I am here
and open and willing to
accept your challange


If I closed you out of
my life dear father
I am completely sorry
What can I do?
Come in and, show me
my life my future
my dreams.

 

( This was collabrated in 2007, it's how i feel right now- i'm struggling to meet ends and wondering

if the powerful being actually listens to me or anything i'm going through.)

My skies aren’t always blue

( One of my old poems I've made in 2008)

A heart doesn't beat,
if it's not love or cared for.

A soul doesn't stay strong if it
keeps getting beat down.

A brain doesn't function if it
keeps getting emotionally abused.

Life isn't meant to live if you
seek death as your only friend.

&& smiling doesn't mean I am
oh so happy when inside saddness is the only
thing that seeps throughout me.

My skies aren't always blue, neither
the grassis green. The sun doesn't
shine one me i don't feel it. I'm so numb
everything that I felt  has turned
into cold. The love, The harmony.

Just like my dad, so cold and cruel yet he is
my dark side. I hate you.

Nothing seems to matter;
just what i dream 2 do

Escape.

Monday blues